Words are not enough to express this
I don't understand you nor myself
Your heart's hers but I still yearn for yours
My heart's yours, can't take it back
'Cause it's labeled "Fang."
I just want to be around you
I want to make you happy
And see you smile
I made myself believe that's enough
But I know it isn't
'Cause I know I want more.
I wish I could make you turn around
And come embrace me in your arms
It's fine even if you cry
I just want to be the one who supports you.
My efforts seems like nothing to you
I studied, I washed my face, cared about how I look
Even for a split of second after I found out your feelings
I actually wished I could be pretty
Hoping you'd be captivated
But see, I'm evil now in your eyes probably
Doubt you'll ever turn around this way.
I'll say I'm fine, and it's true but I'm not good
I wish I was, I wish I am, worth more
I wish I'm fine, but that's all lies to my mind.
Constant baloney passed like crazy train
Bottled up tears engulfed me in darkness
Light shines only in my eyes
Hope I can only feel when you smile
Useless this wholeness of me.
Damn, it felt so weird
It's just one boy, for God's sake
It's so easy to find them around, just google "boys"
But it's too late, this love is irrevocable.
Yes, Fang, I love you irrevocably
But unfortunately so is your love to her.














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I'm not sure what you should do... It's a dumb situation I guess... I guess I can't help you there...
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lol @ google...
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Sometimes it makes me think about my relationship, it's pretty messed up, I believe.
And it's nice to see someone that undertands what it's like to have a second language... I've been in the US the same as you ^^
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Why not try asking him??
If, it's Shoui who is irrevocably in love with the one he love, I think I wouldn't know what to do except cry infact,..Eli's really strong. Eli's really kind, Eli's beautiful, really, have faith in Eli self--or at least, try. Look at the mirror and try to think positively. Other than "I'm useless, I'm ugly, I'm worst--" it's better to say, "I'm well, I'm normal, I'll improve--" that way. No one is not pretty, everyone is. It depend to those who see..looking with their eyes, or seeking with their heart.
What do Eli think? Giving up and see him crazed even more alone, or go after him and try to help him in every way possible? Do what Eli think is better, but not based on the mind. Ask Eli-self. Multiple times--even after it's been asked times.
Good luck, Eli.
Ah, and Fang, A.I care about others. He consider others in every possible aspects.
Giving up and see him crazed as well as getting crazed ownself and everything in the darkness
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Go after him and try to help in every way possible, giving it another try.
"One never fail, one just have found 999, 999, 999 ways that doesn't work."
*raised eyebrow* Ask him? What's there to ask?
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LOL!!!! I won't, I won't, I won't go insane.--maybe.
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o.o love is the most complicated language for anyone to comprehend.--that's what I thought.
XD I haev 3 languages. I'm originally Indonesian, then come to US, and now I'm learning Japanese! (I learned Chinese when I was in elementary school, but forgot about it besides counting and some simple sentences)
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=.= Does it matter if I'm even engulfed in the darkness?--I don't think so, it's fine. It's good too, so calm, so peaceful, it doesn't melt the heart, etc.
I told you there's nothing I can do to help him.
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